while i can't tell you what is going on, there is some very serious shit going on back home. if there is any room in your prayers for my family, they will be greatly appreciated. there is no quick fix, and it will follow my family forever, but i guess what i am asking is that minimal damage is done and that the people that have been hurt have a whole lot of forgiveness in their heart. sorry to be so cryptic, i can't share right now, i just had to vent, and i can only do it anonymously. i am in shock, and i am so very angry. i feel like my head is going to explode.