i am a contradiction
i am a contradiction.
i am shy, but i cannot stop talking.
i love to make things, but i donít like showing what i make to people.
i am educated, but i am not smart.
i am independent, but lonely.
i love research, but i hate my job.
i love how i feel after i exercise, but i hate to exercise.
i crave intimacy, but i prefer to be alone.
i want to have a boyfriend, but i donít put myself out there.
i am an adult, but i am really just a child.
i love to read, but will only ever finish 3 or 4 books a year.
i am a dreamer, but i am a pessimist.
i am the one my friends talk to when they have problems, yet i have limited life experience.
i want to watch my niece grow up, but i live on the other side of the world.